As school gets closer, I semi worry what will happen between us. Would we even be able to hang out in a group and not have it be awkward? Or will we just continue to drift to the point where we don't/can't even say hi to the other? I want us to be friends, but I am also scared that i won't be able to be fully mature and that will drive you away. It is hard to be around you cause I think so much of you. When I dream, I end up asking other peope in it where you are; I look around manically just to catch a glipse of you. Even my facebook knows how much I miss you cause it always pulls up a ton of your updates onto my newsfeed; every individual picture you upload ends up as its own piece of news. I hope it is a sign tht we wil at least be able to hang and not god punishing me for hurting you. If it is though, I wil shoulder the pain cause it is what I deserve.
 genbu noryb · Wed Jul 11, 2012 @ 02:17pm · 0 Comments |
