Dreams...
Lately, I have been dreaming of a man that I once could not get enough of. He was the one that always turned me away, would tease and then leave me begging for more. I haven't really thought of him in such a way in at least a year, and yet he once more haunts my dreams. Is my subconscious trying to tell me something, to warn me that I might end up making the same mistakes again that had turned my world upside down? Or perhaps I am yearning for the drama of his touch because my own life has settled into a rhythm that I am inclined to disturb? Is there something wrong with me? *Sighs* Probably, but I suppose there is nothing I can do about it. Without the drama within Gaia that I crave, it seems my world might suffer. And I do not think I will survive if it does....
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