Peaceful fall air-the smell of Halloween candy and cheap plastic masks what I wouldn’t give to be young and naïve again; that was the biggest mistake I made. It was Halloween evening dad had just picked up the candy for the kids going trick or treating I however was going to a party but what I didn’t know was that I was going to spiral into my own-hell. I got into costume dad glanced for a second with a sly smirk he said “The Devil? Really you’re already hellish couldn’t you be something less ironic; like Alice and I don’t mean the Magee one either.” I looked back and said with a laugh “No besides it shows off my tattoos, bye daddy.” The brisk fall air blew up my skirt I felt alive and young like Marilyn Monroe as I walked to my Ranger and lite a cigarette as I drove into Portsmouth my iPhone blasting music as it charges.
I arrive to my boyfriend’s house for the party a kiss a hug I try to let go but he was locked on tight. “Baby I can’t breathe let go.” He smiled and said “Ok but I have a surprise for you later. “ People slowly arrived to the party all just friends as the last person arrived he tapped his Mikes Hard bottle and said “LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED MOTHER ******** WHOOP WHOOP.” Drink after drink came my way the world started to spin then came the weed I lost count on how many bong hits how many joints how many blunts I smoked, till I puked in his backyard and lite another cigarette. I rolled onto my side and said “Oh god please make the world stop spin-“The door opened it was Mere she leaned down and rubbed my back in a soft sweet voice she asked “You okay? Too much in your system.” I looked at her and slurred “Yea, but I’ll be partying again in a minute.”
She picked me up and led me back into the house and sat me on the couch and told Will to get her some water for me but while no one was looking he dropped acid in my water. I drank the water till there was no drop left I felt my reality shift the people in costumes look liked monsters I found myself in hell with no way out. Every scream felt like a mumbled tone I was too scared to drink to scared to smoke pot to even open my pack of smokes. I had to give myself into my trip and find a way out of this nightmare make myself realize that the hellish beings where people my friends for that matter. I looked for Bo Inside I felt like he was my way out I looked all around till I saw him in the fridge grabbing the last Mikes. His face so horrifying skin was falling from his face all I don’t know what I saw I wasn’t sure if he was still human.
“Baby there you are!” He hugged me and kissed my lips I wanted to wince but his touch calmed the nightmare I was in “I’ve been looking for you all night you ready for your surprise?” He smiled and I nodded he turned to his favorite song on my phone as he pushed me onto the bed and kissed me down to my chest I felt my brunette locks being moved behind my ear. My thoughts raced his skin that seemed so cold and undead felt so warm and alive, he unzips my pants removed my cut up shirt and my undergarments I can feel his eyes scanning my body as I undress him he whispers “I know you tripping, its ok I am too.” I look up but the world began to spin as he pushed me back again and covered our naked bodies.
Sweat beaded from our body like rain drops against skin it was beautiful till we heard the door open all motion stopped “It’s just the cat it’s ok.” The sex seemed to go on for hours my body was his for just that moment until we heard a crash we through our clothes back on and ran down the stairs the trip was less horrifying I knew who was who colors were brighter. “What was that crash?” Bo asked, Nicki the drunkest of us all responded “It was…The cat it knocked over the stuff on the table…. Nothing got broken.” Bo looked at everyone and screamed “PARTY ON.” He grabbed my hand and led me back into the room where we did two shots and split a cigarette.
His chest was warm not rotting I knew he was real I held him closure every thrust every scratch was intense. As we lay in bed he caressed my body his hand rubbing my curves the other resting softly against my cheek as I started coming off my trip. The night was still young I got dressed one more time and grabbed the vodka and the orange Faygo and waited for everyone to get into the living room I held up my cup high “ Guys it’s Halloween and we are clowns high as gas WHOOP WHOOP. Now let’s party till the sun comes up NINJAS!” Drunken cheers and Juggalo chants filled the room, the music seemed to get less loud my reality started to come back I ran into Bo’s arms and kissed him and cried “It..it was hell.” I looked back at him his skin melting from his face I turn to Mere her became an open vortex of blood I didn’t know what to do what was happening everything looked like a Grateful Dead concert. I sat in my ranger and lite a cig Thinking about the night I just had, I vomited gasping for breath I mumbled “ Dear God whatever’s going on please please make it stop.” The world went black and cold.
 SweetCyanide13 · Thu Sep 12, 2013 @ 05:36pm · 0 Comments |
