I want my sad little life to be just like the movies. I want to meet someone who will take care of me, fill every empty space within my being. Someone who will tell me everything I need to hear when I need to hear it. This person has to know what they want, who they want, where they want it. This person has to make me feel like I'm on top of the world. I want to be in love with someone who is just as crazy about me as I am about them. Everyone is different, not every relationship is the same. So some people might enjoy arguing every day, some don't like it at all. A relationship might be glued together by drugs and alcohol. Or maybe the smell of coffee with elevator music playing in the background. Maybe by a bunch of oxygen thieves in a loud club with endless fun. Love is a weird thing and it comes in your life so unexpectedly. But how am I supposed to know that? I've never felt it. I'd sure as hell like to imagine it to be this way.
Is it possible to meet someone in your young years, when you aren't sure of who you are yet. You are growing and experiencing new things. Not yet the person you are meant to be. With no promise that you ever will. But the person you met, is not yet ready either. They are doing the exact same. Living out their life, separate from yours. Along side you, but still alone. But one day you both suddenly realize, the person you've been looking for your whole life was right there along side you? I'd love my life to turn out that way. I'd love to find that person who will make me incredibly happy and show them off to everyone. So they can go on talking about how happy I look. How I glow when I'm next to this person. Everyone just waiting for the day of the wedding. Maybe even kids. Okay no, no kids. I was joking about that part. Point is. I can't ******** wait.
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