sadness is today ......overwhelmed by darkness that the future may bring happiness last but only for a short while..will everything i love just perish into the sands of sinking time i wanna go back start it all over i've mest up so much and this is who i am today...i feel ...so ........depressed...not one person can make me happy well they can but the happier they make me the sadder i later become.......goodnews does not ceast to exist the thing i love most about people are there eyes shiny and differnt colors pure or tainted filled with lies...or loyality....but is there such thing are good people only good cuz they think it keeps them from getting into hell i mean im sure you've seen even the purest peope outrage sometimes and if no one is thereselfs then...are we really just all monsters inside beggaing for attention i mean look at our history blood lust and killing sprees life has no meaning no more then death does we only cry cuz its our sins and believe that we must be forgivein for them so does that mean every church person is brain washed by the likes of god??? i wonder......to be good only to experiance pleasure is also sin.....what..is there any good in anyone..i mean not even in me and i admit i'm one hell of a devil ... i wish i was just an illusine ....i want love to last forever...but i also like evilness and badnesss and sin oo it just all confusseled me .... sad i cry becuase i dont wanna exisist cuz i hate humans but i myself abuse and use people and do things for joy but.... yet i still feel soe what of a higher power then them cuz im admitting it while they are all wrapped up in lie............... sad crying crying
sin_reincarnated · Thu May 11, 2006 @ 04:11pm · 0 Comments |