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Sometimes I feel like my sister intentionally opposes or disagrees with me.

Like, I think she thinks I'm someone who doesn't think things through and that I'm a liberal (i think i'm moderate. but i don't appreciate being told i'm any political leaning. i like to look at all the sides. i'm just not conservative enough for them, i guess... and in this hot and cold, black and white world they live in.... being grey.... doesn't float).
Her interjecting is like trying to slap me into being more conservative, or at least not going along with "liberal" thoughts.

I shouldn't let it bother me. Ugh. It's just... annoying. You know you just want to make a comment and someone pops up to nay-say you? She's doing that.
Facebook can't be very fun for me... because I can't even post what I want.. outside of Kpop because no one gives a s**t about that.

I posted a comic meme about not littering and my sister's husband made a comment that I guess was satire.. but you know how satire reads... poorly. It really sounded like he was putting me down for caring about littering. He didn't even say he was being sarcastic. When I asked if he was being sarcastic he went into a long shpeel and sounded annoyed... I'm like.. dude. own up to the fact your "joke" wasn't clear and wasn't funny.
I got no apologies.

I guess... I'm just feeling unheard. and put down. by "family".
and I don't have much of a life of my own right now to even feel "secure" outside of that.

this sucks.