It's weird how being around something so much you forget the world around you. You see it everyday and eventually it becomes apart of your everyday life. Soon you begin to think that without this you can't go forward in life without it. It's like a drug, a drug that as soon as you stop having it in your everyday life you begin to go through withdrawals. How can you make the aching pain of not having it go away. If only there was an easier way to get through this withdrawal like phase.
Quitting cold turkey, can it be done. Can one really just stop and then just forget. Out of sight, out of mind. I wonder, is there something else out there to fill this emptiness on the inside. Its crazy to think that all of this was so great in the beginning and then slowly but surely it started to spiral downwards. Is what I feel one sided or is there just something in between that can't be fixed by either party? I wonder...how will this end. So far it looks like another tragedy.
I'm starting to wonder if there is such thing as a happy ending. Pursue your happiness, but it's all been downhill for so long. I forgot what happiness felt like. I wish it would come back to me. Can I reopen that long lost chapter where everything felt like it was right. Everything fit, everything may have been a fairytale but at least its where true happiness was at the time. Can I achieve my fairytale ending?
Lunar Starlight · Thu Jul 19, 2018 @ 12:51pm · 0 Comments |