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my sister called me in the middle of the night last night to tell me that my dog died earlier yesterday. at first i was just in disbelief and confused so i told her thanks for telling me even tho she was crying on the phone. i went to bed just sad. i found videos and pictures of me and my pup and started crying. i hate crying. not because i'm afraid to cry but just because how it makes me feel. i don't like feeling sad. even now as i type this i'm telling myself no more crying because i don't want to admit he's gone. i lost his dad just a little over a year ago and insta was only 4yrs old. it's not fair. rest in peace the best dogs a guy could ever ask for or deserve. i love you both