I don't know what it is, but lately i have been feeling like the outcast, and I do this everytime I make new friends. I go through a period of time where I doubt their friendship or even doubt if they like me. It feels like every time I try to engage in conversation, it dies off, or people talk around me and not to me and it upsets me...It is people who have hurt me in the past who make me skeptical with every person I meet and I feel if I don't get attention from someone, I don't matter to them nor am I liked by them. I know it isn't fair as they have other friends and irl lives and what not but yea. I don't know. Just my feelings for tonight.
xMonstarrMuttx · Tue Feb 12, 2019 @ 07:28am · 0 Comments |