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Quote: An honest man can feel no pleasure in the exercise of power over his fellow citizens. Thomas Jefferson (1743 - 1826), letter to John Melish, January 13, 1813
Well, today marks the first real day back from the torture that endured for about a month as I struggled to fix this computer, and rid it of the evil that once existed inside. I browsed agaia, and still need to...so much stuff is here now. blaugh
Well, my day started off really good. I was laying in bed, relaxing at 9:12 am, and then I decided to go back to sleep, so I actually got up at about 9:24 or so. I dragged myself out, peeked around the house and found everyone but Rachel and my dad gone. I dound a bag on the kitchen table for me. ^_^ I wasn't expecting any gifts, but they got me stuff! Feeling gross, I took a hot shower and got back in my pj's..
Then I watched tv for a few minutes, and waited for Tyler to call. I was excited, and anxious..haha..so I ate a bit....and then my mom got back from wherever she was, and then she left again...to..get something..heheh....and then I got my phone call. biggrin It was sooooOOOo much fun! Hearing him is always awesome...that word doesn't even do it justice anymore...him and his accent, his laugh...good gosh it drives me crazy to hear him. The past 9 months have been the best of my life thanks to him and all of the good things that come out of being inspired to be a better person. I'm so much more willing to help others, and go to church, and do what I love, and be more confident, and trusting, and hard working....he's pulled me through. We talked for who knows how long, it didn;t feel like enough, but even like that, I felt deeply satisfied!
Then my dinner was done, we all pigged out on salmon and rice and veggies, and cheeescake! once that was done, I opened my present and was delighted with all the stuff they got me, I was really happy biggrin everyone was so nice to me, it felt great.
Then I got online, and woo, Tyler was there, and it was awesome-er from then on. He was so nice, and just..aghhh.....here comes the word again, amazing.....I missed his face and everything.....I do right now, but he was just so--> whee that's my explination. I love everything he does. haha. He left about half an hour ago.....I miss him. crying xd
Hmm..I got a bunch of birthday phone calls, pretty cool, had to talk in spanish..not so cool...
then I pigged out more, listened to music, watched two movies, talked with my brother, hung out around gaia..haha..what a fun day! I'm just so happy...I wish I could get everyone sick with it....hahah....
People with power go corrupt. I hate it. I need to place a few people back into reality with this. I hate it when my sister gets kicked around......GAAAH...pisses me off so much, I love my sister...I hate it when people don't treat her right.... scream Now I'm not surprised we go to war....I mean..corruption is so real, yet we forget what forms it can take...good people can turn bad, and it doesn't even take much! If I ever get tread on by someone, I am NOT going tolet it pass me by. I swear to god, from this point on...I'm not going to suffer for their pleasure...and I won't let my sister either. stare
Well, I gotta go to bed, this was th best birthday I've ever had, I'm 17 now, and I have a whole year of work and dreams and thinking and actions....I plan on it being worth it, I am going to be my best at 18. blaugh Good night! Thank you world for being such a kind place to me. xd
End this with a song...
One Headlight
So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face I wonder why she hung around this place
Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle Me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight
She said "it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed" I seen the sign up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all is good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end, it's just her window ledge
Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight
Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine and cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think her death it must be killin' me
Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With One Headlight
Great song! 3nodding biggrin
TheTyro · Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 07:51am · 1 Comments |
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