I have been feeling deppressed lately.
To the point were I stay in my room, locked away, or latched to the computer.
My parents only give me one hour on the computer, but when eveyone goes to bed, my time on the computer is unlimited.
V.V
I dont sleep much anymore. and my tears have dried up from crying all those 12 years of my life.
I am now 14, but my life feels like its.... ending.
My friends dont seem to be haveing the best time of there lives ither.
I know im not.
My older sister is scary and mean. She always throws me aside along with the rest of my family.
But time passes, along with feelings.
My feelings for family may dissapear, and I may live on my own in the dark corners of the world.
Since im the middle child, out of a family of five, an odd number, im constantly left out of things.
my older sister is going to college, with all her tropies from god knows what. My younger sister is is being loved by my parents with her sewing and cuttness.
Me?
im just there. they think my drawing is good, but its horrable. drawing wont help me in the future.
my friends seem to have the same issue as me with there families.
My parents are breaking. soon they will leave eath other. but I dont really care.
So people reading this, please dont call me emo.
I am not.
Ayways, i'll write more later. I have to eat dinner and go to horse rideing lessons.
ninja
 Mari Kyomo · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 01:15am · 7 Comments |
