do you ever just like, think about an ex and wonder what they're up to?
i think this girl was my first love or something (this was literally in 7th grade) and i think of her like once a month. not in like a "i want to see her" or i want to go find out where she is, or i want to contact her kind of way. i think it's because of how our relationship changed me and and how ******** up i was in the head at that age. like, if she hadn't ended it the way she did, i would probably be such a shitty person today.
anyways, Raz, if you ever stumble upon my gaia for some reason (as far as i know, you've never ever tried to find me on the internet, given how you reacted when we saw each other in 2019) i still think about you; i admire you, and i really appreciate the change you triggered in me. but i won't ever reach out again, because i know you dont want me to.
 Head Ankle Biter · Sat Mar 04, 2023 @ 07:50am · 0 Comments |
