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I CAN"T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 |
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omg ^_^ heart
I have been thinking about who I will end up with, and b with and grow old with and see our grand children running around. I know thats corney, but I know he's out there looking for me. I can't wait to meet him heart I know I will be a great wife (after 5-10 years of dating, don't want to get a divorce) I't like 5 am....been up since 2am because I keep going tp bed early **yawns** But I know I will be a great wife, because I will take care of him when he's sick, be there for him when he needs support, make his lunches, well I will have to make a few, including mine because I intend on being a psychoanylist or a grade school teacher. I will pack special lunches for cat and our child(if he wants another kid) Leave lil notes in them saying I hope they have a good day and that I miss them. of course I will stop when they get into grade 7 and 8, I will just stick something like a treat in there ^_^ And sometimes I will write sexy notes in my hubbies lunch (or bf within the 5-10 years b4 we get married)
I know it's going to be great, I know it wont be perfect, everyone gets into fights, but we will work them out (make up sex is supposed to be great xd ) I mean yea, who cares about getting married, and I would agree with you, who needs a piece of paper proving you love someone? But, it's just somthing that would bind us together, like a team. I wonder what he looks like? If he likes to read or write? Or draw, or whatever his hobbies are. Al I know is I have so much love to give, and I really want to be held, and have someone to cry to that really truely loves me and wants no! but me. I think the most romantic thing, well one of, is just to cuddle in bed, be layying my head on his chest and lightly strocking his chest while im about to fall asleep. I know that wouldn't be everynight, but just some nights, because I don't want to bug him.
I wonder if there really if there really is someone out there for everyone? I hope so, because I don't want to be alone forever, tho I'm sure I can handle it, you can't die from lonelyness. You just have to cope with it ya know? But I have the greatest daughter in the world so I won't really be alone, and I can always be a great friend to my friends.
lol, now I'm getting all teary eyed thinking of me on the porch sitting by myself smiling while children run by, they would all like me because I would bake cookies, and always listen to there stories even if they are so farfetched, but thats the kind I like from kids. I love spoiling children, especialy the ones whos lives are rough and hard. I would take them under my wing and make sure they know they are great! No kid should ever be treated horribly or abused! I don't care if I'm 90, I'd march right up to the door walk right in and b***h at them. Like, what the hell kind of person treats a child so horribly?? You feel good, big and proud putting down such an innocent person? And even if they were bad, it's your fault for making them try to get attention from people even if its the bad kind! You make me sick, and I have my eye on you, if you touch that child, I will call the police so fast you wont have a second to even blink. And verble abuse is just as bad! Putting down a child is heart breaking to a child, it makes them feel less worthy of friends, and thats why there are loners at school,, because they have rough horrible lives!! When I was in grade school, my teacher knew I was going through so much, she would always give me stickers, cloths and hugs, and I will never forget that treatment, or her, I cant spell her name properly but its mrs Diponio, and in High school my math teacher and english teacher cared and always told me I had tallents, those were the only ones who really cared, even tho I had them once as teachers, oh and Mr wolf, our Vice Principal, he was stern but gave a damn bout his students, and would always say high and laugh with me, not at me like a** hole teachers. Made me feel ugly, but I wasn't ugly, one took my glasses off and passed them around the damn class just to show how heavey they were, that was the first day of um i think grade 10 or 11, so i had already lost all the respect of my room mates. but that was b4 they made these new glasses that arnt thick anymore, yes I have bad eyes, but I didn't ask for them, so laugh all you want I really don't care, because that makes you shallow because I am a great person and if you judge a book by its cover, you really miss a great storry.
Anyways, I think I will try to catch a few zs befor cat wakes up.
Jean heart
 lil_qt_cat1 · Fri Aug 18, 2006 @ 11:19am · 0 Comments |
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