I can do nothing right. I always end up in a fight. I'm a useless girl. I mean nothing to the world. Who could love a freak like me. Other times I seem so care-free. I feel like I can do ANYTHING. Zone away and maybe even sing. Sometimes I wish I could just die. Instead I have to carry on and cry. Spill out my problems to people in a letter. They just tell me they hope things will get better. One thing that they just do not understand. I can not make myself obey when I command. When I make a promise to myself it eventually breaks. I'm so weak my heart is just a big earthquake. Never keeping itself together for long. It breaks everytime I do something wrong. Constantly it repeats.. And all I can do is let my heart...
Weep.
Sit Back And Paint · Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 02:29am · 3 Comments |