Well today is thursday but it marks my monday of the week. I work thursday through monday so yeah, blah of a day. I had classes tuesday and wednesday and believe me I was glad to be back into the swing of college. My Frontpage class was boring as hell but what can be expected when you stupidly dodge a newbie class and wait to take it again half way through your degree so that you end up being the only experienced peson in the class. -shrugs- My flash II action scripting class was pretty good but you can only do so much when the school orders the wrong book two ******** times in a row. I tell you they are pathetic when it comes to that. Wednesday morning I had my ARDSA or e-commerce class as we call it. I enjoyed it greatly and having three classes with the same teacher isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Rob is a really kewl teacher and he's actually treating me like a graphics designer instead of a newbie now. Being halfway through his course surely he'd be treating me halfway normal right?
Wednesday after class I was asked out to lunch by Chris. I accepted and we went to a chinese buffet. We talked about politics and shockingly I enjoyed it. I hate politics but we shared so many similar views it was scary. I think he's coming around and growing up a bit. He's a sweet person but I honestly can't see him any more than a friend. We went to the mall after that and with a quick hug I was off back home. I get home beating the bad storm that waged throughout the night and played with my two cats Kato and Yuri for a few minutes before getting on the internet and of course...fighting with my ex.
I love him still but I just cannot stand how he treats me...he belittles me...he is...he's just not the kind of person that I need to be around but I'm so addicted to him that I'm afraid to leave him completely. Am I really a terrible person for feeling this way? I also hung out with jason a friend of mine and actually got a call from brad. It was scary hearing his voice for the first time but it was sweet and we talked for a while really enjoying ourselves. I'm glad he called me and I look forward to talking to him again.
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