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Nathaniel Mea
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Posted: Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 10:43pm

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	So, what's been going on? In my life that is. I moved to my father today. It was made in a mad haste and I basically grabbed whatever I could and got the hell out of there. But what happened? Quote: So... here I was hanging out on the web talking to someone very special to me and my mum's husband walks in. So, okay it's 7am and I'm still up. And he starts talking about telling my mum, and I asked him not to. And he gave me some strange ikky look and then he said "What are you willing to do to me in return?" I was all... I... Hope he's not saying what I think he is..."What do you mean" I asked and he smiles and say "What a woman should do for a man." (o.O!!)I stared at him for like an eternity and then shouted "NO!" And then he said "Then i tell your mum that you sat up all night." I was SO angry I growled at him that if he said ANYTHING to my mum about my time up I would tell her what he just asked of me. So he backed off. That's my previous journal entry on LiveJournal on the matter. So I got curage and told mum. She flipped talking about killing her husband... and I now live witth my Father. Mum drove me there in her car. I am saving money to go see Tugger... If he still wants me. After today I don't thing he trusts many people onlne. ((A whole diffrent matter all together)) So basically i have to start over from scratch. I have no friends here, barely any of my other friends knows of this yet... and well... everything is a bit comfusing at the moment... So any mad rants or random anger attacks are not directed at you... even if it may seem so. It's just A LOT going on.

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RequiemBelle
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Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 03:01am

When you leave in a mad dash, sometimes important things are left behind. If your mother is on your side and believes you, which I hope to the Powers that Be she is and does, You ought to call her on her cell or something like that to find a time when your stepfather isn't around so you can go back and make sure you haven't left anything that you will be needing later... mainly so you don't have to face him before you're ready just to pick up something.

I don't really know you except through your art, but I'm shocked at this story, and wish you the best of luck.

Nathaniel Mea
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Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 03:24am

O she knows (edited journal) She drove me to my father.

Calrais
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Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 04:47am

*gives you lots of love*

that's horrible D= but at least your mum believed you (unlike in who thinks everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie and tells me so) and got you to a [hopefully?] safer place <3

*sigh* why do men have to be such pigs? *offers you access to her Wall 'O Swords should you ever need to defend yourself*

+Paper Faerie Wings+
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Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 05:11am

Aw, Nat, I'm sorry. ;__; You need like the biggest hug in the world right now. *hugs super tight*

That's terrible and disgusting. It's really great that you got the courage to get the hell out of a situation like that though. I hope everything gets better for you and I'm glad you're away from that sleeze of a husband your mom has. I'm glad she believed you too.

Tenzin Chodron
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Mon Oct 16, 2006 @ 06:07am

May you and Tugger have happiness, and the causes of happiness.

Librra
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Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 11:43pm

... Thats sick, Really, really, sick. Im happy you got away before something happened Nat ._. man... That would suck. Im glad your in a safe Place now though. And may everything go well between you and tugger -hugs- heart

Jingasm
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Wed Oct 18, 2006 @ 02:29am

I'm pretty sure my story isn't as upsetting as yours but. I really hope things get better when you're living with your dad. (I love commenting you... aha.) But yeah, I'm going through some crisis right now, my parents are going through divorce because my mom wants to protect me and my sisters from my abusive dad and then my aunt started to hate us and basically restrained us from our cousins, and my dad keeps on calling our house and I'm too scared to answer. Very scary, (sounds cruel but I just really hate him for all the pain he's caused our family.)

I hope you can reach that goal for money and see Tugger, I'd hate it if you couldn't. heart

P.S. Some men.

x.Marsh[mel]low.x
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Sat Oct 21, 2006 @ 07:21am

That b*****d. He desrves to be slowly castarated with a rusty tin lid.
I can't STAND horn dogs like that! It makes me so... MAD whenever I hear something like that, that *I* want to cry, and it hasn't even happened to me! (Not by a male old enough to be my father). I'm glad you got the guts to stick it to him and get the hell out of there, because it would have been a hell hole if you didn't.

I'm here for support if you need it, even though we've hardly talked. If you really need it, my friend Kate has had a similar situation... I could get her to come onto my account if you'd like.

Anything to help, really. Just PM me if you need to talk.

[+Katch+]
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Sun Oct 29, 2006 @ 06:33pm

I said this to you but i want to say it to the rest of the general public now...
i would have killed him myself ^_^

RaeRaeRam
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Tue Dec 05, 2006 @ 11:56pm

Oh D: Raerae thinks she should leave that dirtbag..thats so wrong. RaeRae cant say she knows how you feel in that department.I may have to do the same as you...but..I hope things for the best.I'm happy that your mother listened to you..but..I'm getting the vibe things are not ok with you and your love*besides seeing the picture in the art thread* I shall pray for you love..you need it right now. and..I know this sounds creepy, but if you need someone to speak to..someone you dont know,RaeRae is here^^ It will be ok.
~RaeRae the stranger

The Sexiest Hobo Around
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Sun Sep 14, 2008 @ 07:48pm

Christ, that's a horrible thing to happen. I would've stabbed the guy to death I think. ;;

But you're not a traitor, not at all. Your mum's husband was wrong for asking-- no, even thinking that. I hope your mum will be all right alone with him though.
(and I know this a subject that you posted ages ago; I still felt the need to reply)

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