A few weekends ago, I spent 7 hours in a car with my ex going down to an event. (Car pooling)
Tented next to her. (We tented in a club group)
Ate near her. (We were seated in a club group)
Slept near her. (see above)
Spent 1 1/2 days in the marque with her. (It was raining hard for most of the holiday weekend)
Spent 8 hours on the drive back in the same car as her. (Car pooling again)
After this, I felt rather down, and posted a rather downbeat journal message.
I had hoped for a long weekend away with eating, drinking, and making merry.
I ended up just closing in on myself.
I wanted to chat up a girl or two (well, lots caught my eye, but most I knew to be attached. rolleyes ), but it was hard for me to do with my ex sitting just yards away!
I know that eventually I'll find someone, and be happy with them, but it was so hard to try with R sitting just over there.
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But even though R is there, unfortunatly, you need to just try to ignore that, and talk to people. She might even be happy to see that you are moving on, you never know.
3nodding
*hugs*