Reno's waking up. It's for certain now. Axel's trying to hide it but it's not like he can hide something like that from me. Of all the people at the Sora building, I know Reno best.
I have... Mixed feelings.
Reno is going to wake up. It's inevitable... he has to. He needs to. And that's... good... isn't it?
But Axel is also my friend. (Well, moreso than Reno anyway.) I don't want him to disappear. He's certainly more fun than Reno is most of the time. Reno can be such a jerk.
I'll miss him when he goes. I don't know if I'll beable to keep myself from crying.
Maybe something will happen and I won't have the chance to, like when Aerith died.
It seems like everytime someone important to me dies or disappears, something happens and I don't have the chance to cry. I wonder if it'll happen this time too... Chances are it won't.
Mom... Sora reminded me of her today... The way he looked at me while in Final Form. That same warmth I felt from her.
I cried. Mom... I miss you.
More than anything, you're the reason I hate Shinra so much. The reason I hate Sephiroth. They took you away from me.
My heart hurts.
*Some of the writing looks blurred or smuged, as though drops of water fell on them and dried.*
a petite ninja · Tue Nov 14, 2006 @ 07:02am · 2 Comments |