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blah i dont think i have even had so many
emotional ups and downs in my life as ive had this year crying i hope things change
for me cuz i dont think my mind and body can take it anymore gonk i havent
been talking to my ex at all which kinda sux bc hes my babys daddy and we kinda
NEED the communication thing neutral but lets face it...ya cant talk to sumone who
treats u like ur a slave and has an attitude. sumtimes hes a real d**k mad i dont get
along with his as much lately and to make matters worse, hes still living in the
same house as me confused it makes it that much harder for me and thresh to talk and
stuff. i think this has been a lil frustrating for thresh as well bc he wasnt to be with
me and stuff but i cant with mr a*****e around. even tho we arent together he still
feels that its kinda improper to have sumone already in a relationship. what a
punk. he so contradicts himself evil hes got a few profs in those online dating
things and checks out chicks on myspace neutral not that i care...id rather him have
sumone so he can leave me alone about my person of interest rolleyes i seriously
think its ok as long as she dont mess with my kids. i swear i wont let her near
them if i dont approve of her. i think he wants to do the same to me but its very
dif. i known thresh for a long time and i trust him. its dif when u just meet sum
chick there and hes gonna show her to my kids stare i guess im being a lil infair
but ******** it. is it fair that i hafta put up with his s**t? yesterday my dad also sold me out.
he was sposed to call me so i can take my car to the guy thats gonna fix it so i can
give him the printouts of the parts i want to him and get a sumwhat estimate. well
my dad never called mad another disappointment for the princess. i didnt eat much
and i slept a lot. at this rate ill be skinny again which is good but im in really poor
health and i cant afford to go to the hospital again sweatdrop thresh would absolutely
kill me rolleyes anyhows i gotta buy sum food for my house bc of course we have no
food and the only way we get anything here is bc of me mostly. we cant even pay
bills here. its rediculous. out of all the adults here...im the youngest and the most
responsable stare goes to show u that young ppl arent always idiots. well lets see
hopefully i can give a better journal tom and say what a great day it was for
me ninja LOL. i luv u thresh and thanks for being there for me! 3nodding
...princess that feels blah but likes eating cheesecake...
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 princess peachey · Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 07:58pm · 0 Comments |
