I'm getting that holiday syndrome again.
You know the one where you lose track of what day it is and whats real and what you've just imagined? Or is it just me..
I've completely lost track of the days and time and things I need to do, and it's only been a few weeks. Asdfjkl;. It translates into everything I do now, too. I can't remember whether I've brushed my teeth today, or what time I woke up, or whether I really did have that conversation with Erica last night.
It happens when we have curriculum days sometimes, but holidays is worse. There's no structure to my day and I just go insane.
Just now I was having a conversation with myself about Gerard Way (Yes, that's the normal part), and I got confused about whether he really does suffer from night terrors or whether I just read it in a fanfic somewhere.
I've also decided amongst the jumble of insane thoughts that I will always like My Chem. Always. I've devoted too much time to them now to stop. Too much time learning every lyric. Too many hours of collecting pictures that make up my 1400 assorted images. (That's a rough calculatuion done in my head with rounded off numbers, but you get the idea) And most importantly too much time spent learning about their lives and backgrounds. Everything from Gerard's Grandma Elena Lee Rush making the costume for his 1985 starring rolse as Peter Pan in his school musical, to the song 'Famous Last Words' being written by Frank and Gerard about Mikey running away after hearing about their Grandma's death (Also, since then the song has become a sort of anthem, symbolising how important the band is to them).
I think maybe one day I could make a lot of money writing a Biography for them.
Discuss: Whatever
EDIT: Talk about nothing to do, I have officially read all the fanfiction on TheImmortalityProject.com that isn't either Supernatural or Waycest. Keeping in mind I have read a few of those too. Such a shame.
Gambino Statue · Tue Dec 05, 2006 @ 04:37am · 7 Comments |