My fear is losing the 4 ppl i love completely..but from the 4 of em...is my loved one who i dont want to lose....i love him..forever...like i always said Till The End Of Time.
And my hate..my father is the person i hate...its been 12 years i've had to stand him hitting me...one day back then when i was 6...i had homework and i didnt get a question right....with his belt he hit me till i got it right...when i finaly got it..i realized my legs were bleeding..i could barely walk to my mom's grandmother's house...i fell half way there...on the stair...i had to crawl up the stairs...ever since that day..i have been so scared of my dad....that fear bottled up inside me for so long that it turned into hatred....and my mother...i swear....and i am a girl of my word....if my mom hits me again...i will smack her..and my dad i may even kill him in his sleep..but then again..that would be a sin...i just cannot stand this...
 Nikko Kuradoberi · Wed Dec 20, 2006 @ 05:55pm · 2 Comments |
