Well I had an interesting time after the last journal till now. . .me and Vikki are friends again and I hope this time time nothing will ******** up whee . . .gah gonk I remembered that last week was the week that changed almost everything. . .
I was at Sergio's party for his sister. I was playing video games (not shocking mind you) with one of his brothers. I heard Sergio yell out, "Vikki's here!". . .I was like oh no, so I continued on playing and I saw from the corner of my eye that she was talking to Sergio at the corner of the door in the room. I caught little things she was saying to him, ". . .no Sergio. . .let me. . .I'll tell her. . ." of course it was hard to hear 'cause a whole bunch of people started to come in too. Since I was sitting on the bed she sat behind me. I felt flushed and I wanted to badly laugh out loud. She then made Sergio say that he needed to talk to me, it was an obvious who really wanted to. So then we all go into his living room and well I went toward the sofa and sat down. Vikki sat down on the sofa after me and asked Sergio to leave her alone with me. I thought after he left she would talk instantly about the sitation with me and her. Although it seemed to turn on me at the fact it wasn't what I expected. She said, ". . .Valerie I want you to be serious. Yami and Issac got into a car accident, Yami is fine. But Issac hit his head and he was bleeding, he's in the emergency room right now." My heart sank so much, right down to my toes. I thought she was going to continue after that . . .telling me somthing that I would never want anyone's lips to say about Issac. . .but she didn't and I'm grateful for that. . .I asked her where they were heading and she said toward the party. . . crying I felt even worse. . .but I was glad at the fact that I haven't met Issac yet. . .if I did I think I would have gotten even more worried for him. But that's how Vikki and I started to talk to each other by that. And then she talked about her boyfriend Angel and I talked slightly about Issac ( 3nodding yeah. . .very slightly. . .) and well then we became friends again. At the night of being friends with her I looked at her face. I haven't actually seen it about for more than two weeks. Feelings that were familar toward her rushed back. I had my best friend back again. I don't know how the way I forgave her was so simple. scream Why do I have to be able to forgive her like that? . . .'. . .the air is human, to forgive is divine. . .'. . .I'm far from being divine sad . Well the other day I asked Yami if I could write a note to Issac. She said she'll ask him though. By the time when she said it was okay I gave her the note. LOL. . .yeah sad I know. . .I didn't want to make it seem more complicated than it really was, so I made it short and simple! I was afraid of what he would think of it (so unusual for me to care what people think) and well I guessed he liked it! 3nodding Yay! I want to meet him really badly to see if I think he's "Kool" like that. . .oh man I hope I would like his personality (that's the only way I think I could actually be attracted to someone wink ). . .that's what I mostly thinking about. . .yeah like hell I'll like someone by their looks xd . . .that's too hard to do since I have no practical taste xp . . .no I I can taste food very well thank you! Well he's suppose to write a letter for me next. . . redface eeeeeeee! I know a little too much. . .
Kitsunechan4 · Fri Feb 11, 2005 @ 12:08am · 0 Comments |