Last night while sitting in the woods, deciding my own death and how I should just let myself sit in the freezing cold all night until my body froze, I heard Shidou's voice. It was like music to my ears after everything that I had done to Francois. I really messed things up with him, and now I have to still see him everyday. It hurts me a little bit since I do still love Francois, but now I know I have to let it go somehow. I just need to know if he still loves me. Shidou rescued me from the woods last night and brought me back to the Inn. It was amazing, the love he gave to me. It was unlike anything I'd felt. Even when I thought Jacques was the greatest thing to ever come into my life, it surpasses him. I don't think I could ask for more, but yet, there is more. To just have someone to be held by for the rest of my time here...maybe more. But no one can tell that right now. We only have to wait...
.x.Audri.x. · Sun Dec 24, 2006 @ 08:13pm · 0 Comments |