Sitting in the darkness
Thoughts of you come and go
Never completely leaving
Lingering in my head, killing my soul
Thinking of you, realizing
All the pain you put me through
It was only for a while
But suicide for my soul
I guess I wasn't good enough
However much I bleed
However much I cry
You'll never see my true feelings
I trusted you
I'd have given my life for you
You only got satisfaction
From breaking me
All my tears for you were in vain
You left as quickly as you came
I know now that to be with you
Is to burn in a personal hell
I still think of what could've happened
A love that could've grown
A fantasy in my thoughts
A fallacy in reality
These thoughts of you are a prison
I can't seem to break free
I try to rise above your opression
And you keep me down
"I'm sorry if I hurt you at all"
You say that and the meaning is clear
You're not sorry you hurt me
You're sorry you couldn't have done it sooner
This aching is familiar
Yet I can't quite put my finger on it
On what exactly made me feel this way
I go insane thinking about it
I still taste the tears
So many I've wasted
Dreaming of you
Knowing the real you
Your words ring in my head
Driving me crazy
Saddest song I've ever heard
Cuts me deep with every word
Just when I'm about to go on without you
Something brings me back to where I started
I don't want to feel like this anymore
Please, something, anything-take away my pain
That's the way it goes
I've finally figured it out
You were the reason
For my soul's suicide
Thoughts of you come and go
Never completely leaving
Lingering in my head, killing my soul
Thinking of you, realizing
All the pain you put me through
It was only for a while
But suicide for my soul
I guess I wasn't good enough
However much I bleed
However much I cry
You'll never see my true feelings
I trusted you
I'd have given my life for you
You only got satisfaction
From breaking me
All my tears for you were in vain
You left as quickly as you came
I know now that to be with you
Is to burn in a personal hell
I still think of what could've happened
A love that could've grown
A fantasy in my thoughts
A fallacy in reality
These thoughts of you are a prison
I can't seem to break free
I try to rise above your opression
And you keep me down
"I'm sorry if I hurt you at all"
You say that and the meaning is clear
You're not sorry you hurt me
You're sorry you couldn't have done it sooner
This aching is familiar
Yet I can't quite put my finger on it
On what exactly made me feel this way
I go insane thinking about it
I still taste the tears
So many I've wasted
Dreaming of you
Knowing the real you
Your words ring in my head
Driving me crazy
Saddest song I've ever heard
Cuts me deep with every word
Just when I'm about to go on without you
Something brings me back to where I started
I don't want to feel like this anymore
Please, something, anything-take away my pain
That's the way it goes
I've finally figured it out
You were the reason
For my soul's suicide
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