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Mood: Manic-depressive/a bit insane
Reading: One of my old stories
Listening to: The Cruxshadows- Wake the White Queen

Yeah, It's something I've been repressing for quite sometime now. I'm really not sure how long I can last till I truly crack...or maybe I already have and have just not realized it, You know what I mean. I had to take a day away from the real world yesterday because I was feeling both physically and mentally/emotionally like s**t. I finally unleashed some anger I'd been repressing as well, I told my parents how I've just mentally couldn't take a day of real life anymore and that yesterday was my day not to exist to the world at all.....and I closing I really feel like my mind is slowly shattering into several million little pieces that I really can't tell if they go this way or the other.