I drown myself in music,
Letting each note try to
Shut out the noise of the world,
Shut out my inner voice,
Filled with all those insecurities and fears.
It's an antidote to
This hole in my heart.
Never filling it,
Never satisfying it.
But it will have to do,
For now.
I smile as I talk to people,
wondering if they could see me
Carefully putting a lid on my emotions
So that no one will realize
How raw and bleeding
My heart really is.
sheri8 Community Member 
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