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BABY SQUIRRELS ARE UGGLLYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
Ho hum, seems I've managed to organize life a tad since the beginning of February, I've learned quite a bit about people too since going to Robinswood.
One thing I've been learning, is not to judge people based on what they look like. Growing up, I've always had this fear of people I wasn't usually associated with...say, the hip-hop crowd, or seriously low income, or the people with troubled lives..like early pregnancy, drugs use, or other issues that would usually stop me from associating with them. At Robinswood, everyone is really very humble compared to the people at Newport. Pride ( the bad kind) is the last thing you'll see there. Everyone says hello to the other, asks how their day has been, and is willing to talk to you, no matter how different you are from them. At Newport, the really athletic people really do congregate around one another, the asians stick with the asians and the emo's stick to their band. My fear of talking to people of different races and outside appearance is almost gone...people who have really experienced hardship and dissapointment are extremely willing to reach out and make other people feel good about themselves. I've made a bunch of friends there, and I don't really feel tied down...I can talk to anyone and not feel judged.
It hasn't been perfect there though....a lot of the guys...mostly the hispanic ones....really get on my nerves....grrr....but they learned REALLY quick, not to mess around with me. xd *roars*
Life at home has been pretty good too. I've been talking with my brother a bit more, and it seems each day he engages me in conversation..he's letting me know that I'm not as much of a nerd as he assumed I was back in the day....er...wait....thats not right. I WAS a nerd..no..a geek...back then....I mean to say that now he's seeing me for the relatively different person I am now. Kimbo's been the same...on and off peace and war...she's been busy with a lot of school stuff..like applying for ASPEN and Teaching Academy...she also wanted to be in Leadership. I think it gets a bit crazy....all these activities....and in the spring she'll be leaving to Las Vegas to do a show with guard. I really hope her plane won't crash and burn or something. xp Rachel has been really crazy for the past few weeks....hugging and clingyness...she's like..a leech... eek gonk she'll run up to me and grab my face and sqwoosh it together and give me big, wet...slobbery kisses and I try my best not to pull away and offending her..but they are UBBER gross and I hope she stops soon. I'll give her hugs though..those feel really good..because she's all warm and small and I can just get all around her. It's awesome. xd Yeah....mom's been funnny...weird...crazy..haha...she wants to look into starting a Guetamalan restaurant here and I think it's an awesome idea. It makes me hungry to even think about. whee surprised she would start it with a friend of hers from church..and it would be small..but still..the whole idea makes me so excited! blaugh biggrin Hmm..and me losing a bit of weight makes everything feel way better. I feel less-bad and more good....yadda yadda.... Tyler makes the world go round, everything about him makes me go nuts. I talked to him early today and we chattered over the phone yesterday night and this afternoon. He's so cute! ALL the time, and I saw him today and boy..is he a fine piece of stud-meat! More then that, he's such a GREAT guy....personality and humor and morally. I'm lucky as heck to have ever been able to meet him. My life is SOOOOOO good with him in it. Well..now it IS life..with him...with me. whee heart heart I'm not worthy of him. crying But I try! He's away at a play right now....I miss him. xp crying I do hope he enjoys it though, plays can be fun....*sighs* hopefully the next few hours will pass by quick as heck..because I've been dying to see him since..well...forever. 3nodding sad
Checkin' out, I'll write again soon! domokun update later....er..suttin'....
TheTyro · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 12:42am · 1 Comments |
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