Tossing around the dreams n' thoughts of my mind
I see the clouds passing by, dark and light, slow and flowy
I think back on what was or could have been
My mind a race not remembering time and space
I think of the friends that have come and gone
I look back on the loves I held so dear
With the words that I used to hear
I recall my struggles and trials that I used to face
Now have changed to a tougher place
Tears run down my emotionless face
Unsure of what to feel or what to do
I sit here and wounder in my room
Of what to change to keep me from gloom
I hum sweet melodies out of tune
I think of things I wish to do
A war wages within my mind of how to help myself
To become stronger with or without the help of others
Tossing and turning, deep in sleep my secrects that I keep
I long for the touch that others feel though never apprecieate
What to do, what shall I create?
A loving person with emotions wild and strong
Or a fighter with no one to speak of by their side
To keep the hurt from coming once more deep inside
I see the clouds passing by, dark and light, slow and flowy
I think back on what was or could have been
My mind a race not remembering time and space
I think of the friends that have come and gone
I look back on the loves I held so dear
With the words that I used to hear
I recall my struggles and trials that I used to face
Now have changed to a tougher place
Tears run down my emotionless face
Unsure of what to feel or what to do
I sit here and wounder in my room
Of what to change to keep me from gloom
I hum sweet melodies out of tune
I think of things I wish to do
A war wages within my mind of how to help myself
To become stronger with or without the help of others
Tossing and turning, deep in sleep my secrects that I keep
I long for the touch that others feel though never apprecieate
What to do, what shall I create?
A loving person with emotions wild and strong
Or a fighter with no one to speak of by their side
To keep the hurt from coming once more deep inside
