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Damn. I missed a day again. Ah, stupid stuff making me stress out again. I was starting to feel good.
Yesterday was a pain. I missed the FBLA meeting I needed to attend for state. We were supposed to get the info for all the competitions, and sign up for roommates and stuff. Now, I'm stressing out because I have a million things to think about with that, and I don't want to deal with it.
For one thing, I need some nice outfits. Those cost money, and I always have a problem asking for it. It's not that we're tight on finances or anything, I don't think we are anyway, I just get really uncomfortable when I have to. I start to feel spoiled, and it bugs me especially since I know if I have to get some nice business attire clothes, they're not gonna come cheap.
Second, I have to worry about just having money when I go to Laughlin for the competition. No doubt there's gonna be times where we'll get to go out and have fun and stuff, and I'm gonna have to save some cash, which is what I've been trying to do, which makes me feel like crap, because I'm putting friend's birthday gifts on hold because of it.
Third, the preparation for the tests is stressing me out, but Amber is getting on my nerves. She's snowballing the whole Website Development competition thing, and she's blowing everything way out of proportion. It's giving me a headache, and being around her is bothersome. We just have to take everything one step at a time. I mean, we got an extension because we weren't aware we had to already be working on and have it done like 2 weeks before we even leave for State.
Finally, I need to give my dad the low-down on this whole situtation. As in, explain everything that's gonna happen, and that's troublesome to me. I hate explaining big matters to him, he tends to take stuff too seriously. Not only that, I haven't gotten a clue as to how we're going about with this, like taking the bus there, grouping up. All I know right now is, I've paid all my fees, and I know who my roommates are gonna be. I know two of them, and Mr. K said the 3rd one's a nice guy, so I'm not too worried. I doubt they'll pull pranks or anything, I barely know them.
I'm just trying to take all this one day at a time, and so far, it's not working.
Edible Substance · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 03:43am · 0 Comments |
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