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User Image Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
I Am...
I found this on the internet from a friend and i felt so sorry....and i felt their pain.
Please take your tiem and read this.

I Am...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who felt the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

I am the gay male student that had to switch to another high school on my senior year, because I told my teachers that I was gay. One said that I was going to hell; the other wanted to cure me.

I am the person that can not act/be myself in fear of what others will think of me.

I am your best friend--the same person you grew up with and told your secrets to--the person you can't talk to anymore, because I told you I'm homosexual.

I am your daughter and best friend, the girl you raised and loved. Now you won't talk to me because I shattered your dreams of ever having children, And you're afraid of telling your friends about me because of the embarrassment.

I am a person with the same fears, hurts, needs and wants as you. I bleed, I breathe, I understand, I live..... With our hearts open and our eyes closed we are all equal, living life the best way we know how, with what we have been given.

-StaarShinee-
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  • User Comments: [7]
    Alchemist Princess
    Community Member





    Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 09:08pm


    Wow... Thats all I can really say is wow


    DNAngel_freak
    Community Member





    Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 01:59am


    this is so beautiful i started to cry crying


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 08:33pm


    I LOVE IT!!!!
    I say it sends out a message to everybody.


    Tamerwyn
    Community Member





    Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 08:43pm


    That is so sad...... It makes us feel lucky for what we have....... heart


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 08:25pm


    yea....but i wish people would treat us kind of people..that are different...atleast the same as we should all be treated.
    I wish the people of the community..and hopefullt God, would accept us.
    Becasue God said as long as we belive in him...he would love us back.
    WEll i believe in him..and i love him, but i am bisexual.
    And i still think...no matter what...he should still love me.
    That is what i think. XD


    Izena
    Community Member





    Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 09:36pm


    At lease we didn't live in the Holocaust.
    For being a homosexual you would of been sent to consintration camps and would of been murdered ruthlessly.
    Yes, we face regection, but as do all others who are different.
    It is what we chose when we chose to be ourselfs.


    -StaarShinee-
    Community Member





    Wed Mar 07, 2007 @ 08:24pm


    very true!


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