OK I'VE HAD IT UP TO BEYOND THE HEIGHT OF TIME WITH PEOPLE USING, TEASING TAUNTING, MOCKING, AND BE QUIET RUDE TO ME WHEN I DON'T THINK I'VE DONE ANYTHING WRONG ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY AND THATS WHEN I KNOW EVERYTHING GOES ASCEW... I'VE BEEN CALLED A c**t, SLUT, b***h, FILTHY DIRTY WHORE, THREE CENT WHORE, STALKER (WHICH IS THE ONE I HATE THE MOST), c**k SUCKER, AND OTHER NASTY LOVELY NAMES, WHICH FOR ONE PEOPLE I'M STILL A VIRGIN!!!! HOW IN THE HELL CAN I BE ANY OF THOSE NAMES IF I'M STILL A VIRGIN(EXCEPT FOR THE b***h NAME, BUT I'M PRETTY NICE THOUGH IF YOU PEOPLE WOULD STOP HURTING ME ALL TOGETHER!!! CAUSE PRETTY SOON I'M GOING TO SHUT DOWN, AND BLOCK OUT AND SHUT OUT EVERYONE, (MEANING I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH PEOPLE OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER!!! YES I'M UPSET BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME? I'VE HAD TO PUT UP WITH IT MOST OF MY LIFE AND TO PUT IT IN PERCENTAGE ITS ABOUT 75% OF MY LIFE AND IF YOU WANT TO DO THE MATH... MULTIPLY 365 BY 17 THEN DIVIDE THAT BY EITHER .75 OR 75... I'M JUST UPSET TO FIGURE THAT OUT... IF YOU WANT TO LABEL ME EMO FINE BUT TO LET ANY OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF ISSUES INCLUDING BIPOLAR AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS ITS EXTREME MOOD SWINGS, WHICH I CAN GO FROM VERY HAPPY TO DESASTEROUS IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME IF I BOTTLE IT ALL UP FOR A LONG TIME. DEPENDING WHEN I LOSE IT BIPOLAR DIFFERS FROM PERSON TO PERSON TOO... ITS NOTHING TO SNEEZE AT EITHER. BUT I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TREATING ME LIKE A PAPER DOLL THAT CAN BE USED FOR A WHILE AND THEN THROWN AWAY WHEN IT TEARS APART...I SOMETIME WISH PEOPLE WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE OR STOP SAYING AND/OR SPREADING FALSE RUMORS, AND THEN I FIND OUT LATER WHAT'S BEEN SAID. IT HURTS AND I'M SICK OF HURTING AND CRYING FOR HOURS ON END...
Angelic_Dreamy_nightmare · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 10:47pm · 0 Comments |