Dear Journal..
Im very sorry its been a while. Life has been hectic. between fighting with parents working and school im barely holding onto my sanity. Ive written some new poems...but they arent my usual standard. A guy at work threw a knife in the sink with my hands in the sink. Of course It was my fault that I got cut. xp so now i have a nice slice across my palm which is making writing difficult. Well Journal here are my new works hopefully i can get back to my better stuff soon.
Shards Curl up in a ball lay there and cry, heart left in shards, wish I could die.
Things are so hard, so much weight on me, what happens when I break who will be left to see.
So much I have to do, there is never enough time, working so hard, not worth a dime.
I always feel beaten, I don't do anything right, so tired of crying, hiding alone in the night
...I wrote this because of some of the stressing things happening in my life. I try to do what everyone wants of me but sometimes it gets to be to much, so the other night i was frustrated and this came out.
Optimism Out The Window You know how they say every dog has his day, well my dog ran away. Have you ever heard the saying every cloud has a silver lining, well mine fell off.
My optimistic self flew out of the window, leaving me with no sense at all. All I see are annoyances that won't go away, it's driving me insane I say.
You know how they say every bird has their bush, well my bush caught fire. Did you ever hear the question, is your glass half empty or half full? Well mine is always on empty.
My sense of right and wrong has abandoned me, like a dirty sock. All of these annoyances that won't go away, they are going to drive me insane.
...This is just some foolish piece that came to my mind. It really makes no sense but maybe someone somewhere can decipher it. whee
Well journal I will write again soon. Goodnite and adios
CloudsFall · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 04:36am · 0 Comments |