Sometimes i cry when im alone becuz im on my own. The tears i cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form. i cry because my heart is torn and i find it hard to carry on if i had an ear to confide in. I would cry among my treasured friends but who do you know that stops that long. To help another carry on. The world moves fast and it would rather pass you by then to stop and see what makes you cry. its painful and sad and sometimes i cry and no one care about why. i cry in my room. like i am now. someone comes up the stairs. i wipe my tears but its too late. they have already seen me. i hide my face. they go away. they dont care.
i sit in the dark even though i am scared of the dark. I dont care because it doesnt make any sense and it doesnt matter anymore. Nothing makes any sense anymore. life will never be the way i wanted it. and if it ever is ill be an outcast for it. my wish is their amusement.
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