The closer it gets to summer the more depressed I get. I don't want to switch schools. My whole life, my friends, and everyting are in the town I am in now. I don't want to leave it. I don't think it is fair that the retarded school system I am in targete me of all the kids in my school that live out side the district to kick out.
I don't want to think about starting over all alone next year when i have so many wonderful friends now. I spent most of my elementary years with out friends. I don't want to go back to being alone.
Everyone keeps telling me that I can keep in touch with my friends. But I have seen it 100 times. Sure it goes well for the first few weeks- but then you float apart.
This is like a night mare that no matter how hard i try to wake up, i can't. The weight that I feel when i think about leaveing all of the things and people I love is too much.
Sorry to rant.
~Chihanna~
 XChaosxKittyX · Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 05:04pm · 2 Comments |
