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	I can't be angry.
	I can't be angry.


-_- How much it pisses me off to admit it, but i'm not a angry or hateful person. I can't be pissed at someone that throws a thing of food at me, and I can't get pissed when someone slaps/smacks me across the face when i'm tryin to mind my own business. (Though it was okay since it was a friend and it wasn't a real slap.) No matter how much I try to be angry, or even hate someone, in my heart I can't. I got the look down of being angry or having murderous intent.. BUT THEY BLOODY SEE I'M NOT A ANGRY PERSON! What am I gonna do when someone tries to fight me? Stay calm while I get my a beat, back off (run away), talk my way out of it, or do nothing and just sit there and take it. The only time when I do fight is when i'm 'insane,' but that st doesn't even work either. I still have full knowledge of what i'm doing. I can feel it, my arms get weak each time I throw a punch like i'm holding back when I don't want to. I think when I go in a insane tantrum, I just force myself to be angry enough to fight. But I know that I am not, so it doesn't work and I can't do st.. It just.. Pisses me off I can't be angry, even at myself. Leonardo Winter** · Mon Apr 30, 2007 @ 05:23pm · 0 Comments


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Draw my elven OC please?
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(Ruby Shard over right hand)

Draw my elven OC with his wife? I'll love you even more for doing so. <3
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Any style of Kimono is accepted.

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