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Just to let everyone know i love spencer so much and i wouldn't be able to live without him he is my everything and my anything. i Could never ever ever live without him.......if he died i would die instantly.... but he has decided that he doesn't want to go out with me....i feel like Im slowly dyeing from the inside out. im just so sad because he cant be mine i know i sound selfish and overbearing but i feel really sad... i want you to read this spencer.....

...im depressed i feel like writing into this journal because im depressed. I feel like killing myself right now...it feels im going to throw up my heart...im tired of being depressed and i think that i might quit gaia but no 1 will read this so thats y im saying it in here....