Hey thar, giiiirl. Time for a redo on that essay I wrote you, hm? You certainly deserve one after all the s**t I've been putting you through lately.
So, let me start off with what's exactly on my mind right now. That one day..that we fought-- You said that all you wanted was to be equal to Ryan. Not any better, nor worse. I took that, and I thought hard about what I needed to do. Now everything I do that involves him, I also need to think about you, and vice versa. To be honest, it's been hard for me. It's like putting two fat kids on a balance scale AND THEY JUST KEEP EATING DONUTS. Heh. Maybe that makes a little sense to you, maybe not. I realize that I must confuse you terribly. But anyway, again, like I said in Ryan's essay, all I want is to see you happy. To know that I've been the one to destroy that-- Oh, it's unbearable. You really do mean a lot to me Anthony, and I'd advise you to seriously ignore me if I'm about to explode on you about something. Sometimes I'm moody |: I apologize~
Hey ! Wasn't this supposed to be why I love you ? Hm, maybe I should get on that, huh? Well, Anne. You popped into my life about two months ago, stalking me at an instance. Y'know..I love that~ You seemed so innocent with your blushing emoticons and gigglefits over Ryan. That made me so happy-- Every girl loves to gossip, I'm sure. And of course, that was tons of fun with you xD That's a huge thing I love about you..You're always fun to talk to, no matter what. I'm not exactly sure how hard you try to make me laugh, but you're darn tootin' good at it. Although, I would seriously appreciate if you stopped correcting me. -_- It makes me feel all stupid inside.
Now then, -sigh- (This is the part where you started talking about how you don't want a period and bewbies and got me all off-track.) OHOHO. No, I know what to type now ;D You make me feel great about myself. All the time you seem to want to pick me right up, with your little compliments like how my face is a pretty poo. ._. (Thanks?) SOMETIMES THOUGH, You can be such a little a** :3 But hey, I love donkeys~ No matter what, I know you never intend to be mean <3 And thus, I never get offended. (But, if that's not the case, you should tell me now so I can slap you virtually, mkay?) Err-- I think it'd be great to have a tea party with you.. That was just a random thought. -Ahem- Going on..
Poop. This is all you're getting for now |:
I'll let you know when I add more, because really, I'm in too much of a good mood to keep writing D: <
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