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After long debate, I've decided to leave Gaia.

You're probably asking yourself, "Awww, why?" (Probably not, actually. Unless you're reading this, in which case you are Andrew or Kristina. Then you just might be.)

Two reasons.

First, I never use gaia for anything, really.

Second, and more important, this site represents to me the past. I've let go of it the past, yes, but I keep feeling a nagging urge to try to return to it, which is of course impossible. And if I did end up actually trying to return to it, the results would be horrible/depressing/even more destructive to my social life.

I admit it, I loved the past. The past was great! I felt so great back then. I dreamed impossible dreams, yes, but blind bliss is still bliss. That dream gave me motive to trudge along.

I let the dream go several months ago. Things have changed. I have a new dream. And Gaia is threatening to remind me what happens when I dream impossible dreams: I make a complete and total a*****e of myself. (Right, past? You know who you are. Still sorry, btw.)

So yeah, I'm not coming back. Once again, if you're reading this you're Andrew or Kristina. Andrew, you know how to contact me any time. Same for you, Miss Friberg.

Good bye, dream of past! Hello, dream of present! Wish me luck with my new dream. I might need it.

Well, not really. I was present dream's dream first. But still.

See you around,
Chris Mitchell