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the morning i woke up not wanting to exist or having any part take in this so called world.
feeling like i dont belong.
and what people labeled me wuz a freak.
sick of judgements.im sick of life.
but what i let people see, is what i try to be.
because no one likes a freak.

i hate what i have been given. is it selfish to hate what you have been born into?
.... why did somone waste life on me?
did they just want to see me fall ?
or did they they have faith in me,??

things i think about, and feel. neutral