Okay, so my next journal entry. -sigh-, Where do I start for today. Today has been a very slow progression of nothing, but then again, so has most of my summer. I wake up, eat, get on the computer... and then stay on the computer. But it's almost over, and soon I start school again. I have a feeling I'm not going to last through this year. I don't know why this feeling becomes me, but... it just does. 3rd year of high school and I'm a Junior - with no friends and a lack of patience with anyone who even tries to be. Can't help it. I just don't correlate with most. Tis my fault, I suppose. Not that I mind. Having little or no friends is of no importance to me. I'd rather observe life than live it. Or rather, live it -apart- from the everyday cycle. I can deal with that. Hell, I need that.
Now, don't get me wrong. Good company is good company, and I shall enjoy it while it lasts. But do you have any idea how hard good company is to find now a days? Difficult, let me tell you. At least for -me-. I've been told my problem is everything from being picky to stubborn to hardhearted to... just about any socially-negative thing you can imagine. Or mentally-negative thing. Those people - yeah, we're not friends.
All I ask for is open mindedness and honestly and integrity... and a sense of selfness. You know, uniqueness. Bring something new to the world. Elaborate upon already said things. I don't know. I just get bored with someone who's only goal in life is... to party?
There's the thought for the day, I guess. I suppose it began with the thought of the fact, that I recently met a really great boy who's a friend. We'll see where this adventure leads me, is all. And I'll explain another day, lol. Things should get more interesting as the days go by. Perhaps when the chain of sleeping, eating, and gaming is broken.
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