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Hyper's Secret Book of Secrety Secrets You never know what you'll find here from the mind of an ADHD kid.


Hyper Nerds Eat Cookies
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What happened to being fearless?
Okay, for the first time in my life, I'm seriously scared. No joke. I'm sick like I never have been before, and I'm scared.

I started coughing up blood.

No, seriously.

It's almost like how Shane Dawson shows killing off people and red stuff starts pouring out of their mouth. Almost, but a lot more frightening and gruesome.

All around that time I felt like I could faint at any moment-- it felt like I had a fever, was legally drunk, was going to throw up again, and die all at the same time.

I looked it up on medical websites and google and bing and other search engines and what I found was even more scary.

It means I could have cancer.

I don't want to die. I haven't even gotten to really live. I haven't met any of my goals in life, and there's so much going for me.

I'm scared. I don't want to die.




 
 
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