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Everything's Dancing
It's a line from the song "As the World Turns Round" from The Labyrinth by David Bowie. I love that movie. David Bowie did an amazing job.
I am currently single. It kinda sucks. I really hate it actually. I have this huge crush on this guy though. His name is Greg and I met him in the theatre program at my college. He’s adorably awkward and knows all these random strange facts. He’s really good looking too. But, I’m semi-invisible. I feel as though he’s like everyone else, they see my boobs but they see right through the rest of me. I’m not sure if this is a good thing or not. Sometimes being invisible has been to my advantage, I don’t have to worry about people seeing me and actually expecting me to talk to them and participate in social experiences. It’s a disadvantage though because when I get into a situation like this, no one sees me. He doesn’t see me.

I can’t wait till I’m not single anymore. That will be such a relief because I’ll be seen by someone. I don’t think I’m particularly in love with anyone right now, not anyone who has the slightest chance of seeing me but. I’m in love with being in love. I want someone to kiss and to hold and to dote on and to be with, and, yes, to show off a little. I just want to be in love in the worst way. It’s a terrible plague. Never catch the love bug. It can hurt, burn, freeze, destroy, and build, all at the same time.

That's a snippet from my Tumblr which I pay little attention to most of the time.

How come you can see right through me?
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