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I'm Okay.
I'm sitting here at 8:32pm EST, with a fuzzy blanket and 3 of my 4 cats. My son is in bed. I have to admit though, that it has been one of those days.

I immediately woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning, which didn't help things. I was grumpy all morning and I know my Fiance and son picked up on it. Ironically as soon as I was feeling better in the afternoon, everything started going wrong. My fiance became explosively frustrated which made me really stressed. I can understand why; the toilet is leaking, one of our eldest cats is having accidents all over the basement, and the dryer vent is broken (Which he attempted to repair only to find out that the part he bought today was defective). Our house isn't the tidiest right now, either.

List of things I need to do, that I probably won't get to: Finish filling & Run the dish washer, move all of fiance's crap off the top of the basement stairs so that the door can be shut, wipe down kitchen counters, change trash cans, pick up blankets and clothes of bedroom floor, make bed, wipe down the bathroom and organize the stuff on the sink, clean off the kitchen table, fold & put away laundry, give 2 cats and 2 kittens baths (flees suck), make hard boiled eggs for egg salad tomorrow, wash windows, sweep/mop floors... crying

I feel terrible that there isn't much that I can do. I have been drained emotionally and physically for the past month, and I feel like it's finally wearing down on him as well. I'm 10 weeks pregnant as of today. I've been really sick, and I can't stand for long periods at a time, which has made doing much of anything really difficult. Even most of our meals have been made from frozen... And I feel guilty.

I don't remember my first pregnancy being this difficult. I was never sick. I'm so exhausted this time, guys.


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