Oh, hello again dear
How are you today?
Listen closely my dear
There's something I must say
There will be no more
Of the closeness we once had
An I will no longer show you
The way I get when I'm sad
I won't come to you
To dry my tears
Like you have done
Over these years
You meant the world to me my dear
But I won't let you close anymore
This time, my dear
I'll just show u the door
Don't tell me your sorry
An don't beg for me to stay
There is nothing you have done wrong
And there is nothing you can say
I've tried and tried
To think of what to do
But the fact of the matter is
That I've fallen in love with you
This has happened before, my dear
But it didn't last
And I refuse to feel the pain,
The pain that is part of my past
"I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out"
So now you have heard,
You know my doubt
Don't cry, don't beg,
And please don't pout
I don't know how to rid myself of the pain
But I'm tired and lonely, and I feel like I will cry
You begged for a chance and I gave you a shot
Now don't ask for another try
So this is my note to you
The one to tell you how I feel
I've never spoken my feelings aloud
So this is a rather big deal
I told you once, my dear
I won't give you another try
It is not possible you see
For this is my final goodbye
If those words were uttered to me, I can honestly say...the nearest rock would be the greatest resting place. I can't tell what or why it gets to me. I've seen it rise and fall, so I let it be. If the piece sunk in, it would be to my chagrin. I've failed to protect my own.
I don't know, those words struck a nerve. I just needed to say to myself out loud how much it could phase me.
I could make a response
a clever rebuttal.
But those words, nothing can change
its an aimless struggle.
I'm ready for the bullet now, I hope it gets me on my good side.
· Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 01:32am · 0 Comments