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MY SHITY LIFE
well its been a while since ive entered my journal but my life has been alright except for that my moms been hitting me my sister maegan says she did the same thing to her alsoi talked to my dad and i guess my mom beat up my sister all the time all my family is moved out and im the last i got two brothers and a sister. one of my older brothers travis is 20 and he just moved to hawii for a year as a bee keeper and i miss him also were going camping in 2 days for four days my xgirlfriend audrey still likes me and she wants to go out again but im not sure shes probley one of the hottest girls at out school and we get along really good and we have a lot in common but it sucks right when i let my guard down she dumped me because we didnt hang out enough and also my best buddy conner or XxbranflakesxX ran away and i feel really bad and i dont mean to sound emo but my life ******** sucks right now if seriously thought of running away or even suicide but im not that stupid yet but my parents are divorced and i like my dad better sometimes but hes got his bad side too but not as bad as my mom like the other day me and my mom got into a fight because i washed he car well i was FORCED but i did and when she drove in she got a tiny bit of dirt on it and said i didnt wash it good enough and she started screaming and i started screaming back and she raised her fist and i was just thinking (hit me i dare you u ******** b***h ill call the cops) and i would have to luckally i didnt say it tho but then i had to wash it again and i got soooooo mad i started hitting my pillow and i pulled something in my back and had to go to football that night so i was doing horrable and coach started yelling at me and i was like sorry and it wasnt even my fault im a first string tackle and the guard chris young wasnt lineing up fast enough so i couldnt get my splits and i kept getting in trouble also chris young is the kinda guy u camt help but getting in a fight with and i have before but while we were running back to the huttle i was like dude get ur splits faster i cant line up fast enough because of u`and he just decked me from the side and i almost fell and i was like ******** you and decked him back but if any of you people read this far you are crazy lol and also if you did read this far message me because i could use some support and some friends ive almost reverted back to drugs ive been clean for like 3 months but this kid on my football team was like want some weed and i was like no thx ive been clean and hes like well whenever u need some just call me ill hook u up for free but i dont wanna do em but lately ive been really wanting them but just please message me sad emo





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