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A moment of mind body and soul As i remember to place my thoughts in this, a memory. I hope to reveil to my self the answers to my inner sturuggle i have so far missed. Let life be revealed to the blind, let my eyes be open to the looking in, rather then the looking out.


Ecodom
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of mind...
Again the i come to bare my soul. To share the weakness in hopes of expelling it.

A faint hope i know, but one i cling to so despretely. Exposing weakness does not expell weakness, it allows those who would take advantage the abilty to do just that. Let thy enemies know where to attack and how to attack it.

But what if they don't?

What if they do?

If they come for me, at me, and i defeat them even against their knowlage of my weakest places. I become immortal. If my weakness is to strong for them to handle, they can not stand to my best.

If they know my weakness, i know where they shall attack. And that i can defend.

If they do not attack, i can believe i have no enemies, or that they fear me enough to not even attack with my weakness exposed.

I can only gain.

If they come and i am defeated, well then what have i lost? I no longer will fear their coming, for they have come. I no longer can be brought down, for i am down. This makes me stronger. Having been beaten, brought down by the weakness inside, it can no longer be exploited.

I am stronger, i am fearless, i am to be feared.

The truth is i am weak, and that truth has set me free. Has strengthened my reslove.

Come for me now world, whilst I am weak. I shall prevail. Come at me world before I am strong, then witness my strength.


I live in this belief. My mind has shown me the way, and i have followed.

I have followed...




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A moment...
I have spent my life leaping from one moment to the next. Never stopping, never appreciating. This is my folly.

Alone.

No one to remember, no one to be remembered by.

Lost, in pain.

It is to late now to be worried of such trivial matters.

I am nothing more then i have created, nothing more then i have ment my self to be. Judged by my actions and defined by my experiences. I am no more and no less then who i am, and i only hope, no, beg that i will be treated no less or no more then that. That those who cast their eyes apon me, see the man that i am, from the boy that i was. See that i have grown and changed, continually changing.

Let not my limitations be set by what i have done, but let them be now defined by what i do. I am not who i was, i am not what i will be, i only am what i am.

Moments, a thousand moments, a forgotten moment.

This is my life.



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