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The world looks at me, and calls me fat
I look at me, and see a nauseating mass of flesh.

The world looks at me, and calls me stupid.
I look at me, and see someone who will equate to nothing.

The world looks at me, and calls me a failure.
I look at me, and find no words that can equate to my disgust.

The world looks at me,
and it calls me fat.
It calls me ugly.
It calls me stupid.
It calls me a failure.

I sit there.
All alone in my corner.
Listening to their lies.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.

Then I hear something
Something strong.
Something comforting.
I can’t ignore his warmth.
He’s calling my name.

He's calling me beautiful?
He's calling me intelligent?
That I am worthy of love?
That I'm worth more than gold?

I sit there.
Alone in my corner.
Listening to their lies.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.

He's calling me beautiful.
He's calling me intelligent.
That I am worthy of love.
That I am worth more than gold.

I'm listening to him.
I'm accepting his love.
I'm trusting in him.

I don't need the world.
I don't need it's lies.
I need him, and him alone.

The world looks at me, and calls my name.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.
Fat. Ugly. Stupid. Failure.

He looks at the world.
Strong, beautiful, and loving,
He rebukes them.

He tells them that I am his daughter.
I am beautiful.
I am intelligent.
I am worthy of love.
And I am worth more than gold.
(C) KatyJ 2008.

I'm a freshman at Houghton College, majoring in intercultural studies and education.
I'm learning to be expressive (hence the poem).
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miyakadas Report | 07/25/2008 11:11 am
miyakadas
T-A-P-P-E-D-......YOU'VE JUST BEEN TAPED ON THE SHOULDER BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED AS ONE OF THE PRETTIEST GIRLS ON MY FRIENDS LIST!!!...ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAPPED, YOU HAVE TO TAP 15 OF THE PRETTIEST GIRLS ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. IF YOU GET TAPPED AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY PRETTY! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, WELL, PRETTY MUCH NTH WILL HAP[EN BUT .....JUST TAP OTHER PRETTY AWESOME GIRLS ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST TO LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE PRETTY =]
AlyssiaPaige Report | 07/22/2008 6:12 pm
AlyssiaPaige
its ok...i dont mind
AlyssiaPaige Report | 07/22/2008 4:21 pm
AlyssiaPaige
i think your parents should support you no matter what

but im pretty sure they will eventually accept what you want to do and just live with it
miyakadas Report | 07/22/2008 3:33 pm
miyakadas
ic....... well gtg to school..cya
miyakadas Report | 07/22/2008 3:31 pm
miyakadas
6.29 am....... school starts at 7.20........
AlyssiaPaige Report | 07/22/2008 3:31 pm
AlyssiaPaige
what do you want to do with your life??

if u dont mind me asking
miyakadas Report | 07/22/2008 3:29 pm
miyakadas
6.29 am....... school starts at 7.20........
AlyssiaPaige Report | 07/22/2008 3:29 pm
AlyssiaPaige
that should be fun smile
miyakadas Report | 07/22/2008 3:27 pm
miyakadas
ic....... well gtg to school..cya
AlyssiaPaige Report | 07/22/2008 3:19 pm
AlyssiaPaige
i know how you feel

i wish i could move out

but im not old enough

but i will be in about 3 years

our you moving into your own house??
 
 
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