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All I have left in the name of happiness...Are the memories...
The people who've touched my heart.
The people who've loved me.
The people who believed.

Why do things change for the worst?
That I cannot answer.
But all I can say is enduring pain can make or break us.
Choose your paths wisely because the end of the road isn't just for you.
Your choices make all the difference.
No matter who you are...Remember that you make a difference in everyone's lives that you've met.

This section goes to my Grandma:
Dear Grand-Mum, I miss you very much and I'm sorry for not enjoying the time we had spent together enough.
I'm sorry for being embarrassed when you picked me up in your cute little blue car.
I'm sorry for putting some of your cooking on Chris's plate when he wasn't looking.
I'm sorry for not calling in like I used to.
I'm sorry for not being there in your last moment.
I'm sorry...
But I'm glad that you were my Grandmother.
You were the coolest grandparent a child could ever ask for.
You played videogames with me, like Halo ODST, and really, what grand parent does THAT?
What grandma helps me prank back my cousins when they steal my stuff and hide them?
All I know is you were different and now I'm late to be grateful of having you.
At least your no longer in pain everyday.
It hurt just to see you suffering in a hospital bed everytime I visited.
I hope you've found a good spot in heaven.
Although I may not join you there someday, remember me...Because I'll never forget you.
Grandma, I miss you so much.
I wish I could actually tell you...

R.I.P
Marian Estella Ferrence.




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Miraculous Meghan

Report | 07/08/2011 3:22 pm

Miraculous Meghan

I miss you... I hope everything is alright, I want to remind you that I love you, and that I hope you're safe and that you're taking care of yourself. I worry about you.
Weener Shiztel

Report | 03/27/2011 8:38 pm

Weener Shiztel

Im so tired of never being good enough for anyone.
Weener Shiztel

Report | 03/22/2011 7:52 pm

Weener Shiztel

I miss you ):
Weener Shiztel

Report | 02/25/2011 10:32 am

Weener Shiztel

Happy Birthday Kurt.
I love you & I miss you always.
<3
Weener Shiztel

Report | 02/21/2011 7:29 am

Weener Shiztel

Its Taylor .... I changed my name on here ...

I just want you to know ...
That I miss you everyday ... more and more.
It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and its been left beating on the floor.
My mind is scrambling at the thoughts of where you are and if you are alright.
I want to save you but in the back of my head, I know Im not capable of doing so.
I just want you to know ... That through everything, I will always be here.
Even If you dont need me, just know that I am here.
I love you so much, You nor anyone else could possibly comprehend ...
I love you Kurt. I always will. <3
Stay safe, and Get a hold of me as soon as you are able to ...
I'll be waiting ...
Weener Shiztel

Report | 01/27/2011 4:47 pm

Weener Shiztel

I love you Kurt. <3
I can't wait to see you.
XxXkirily4evaXxX

Report | 01/25/2011 6:37 pm

XxXkirily4evaXxX

miss youuu <3
Miraculous Meghan

Report | 01/24/2011 9:22 pm

Miraculous Meghan

Just figured I'd remind you that I love you, along with so many other people. We're here for you, angel.
Weener Shiztel

Report | 12/21/2010 8:06 pm

Weener Shiztel

I miss you hunny <3
Weener Shiztel

Report | 11/24/2010 6:54 pm

Weener Shiztel

if you get a chance, look at my profile.
it has the old picture i drew for you a long time ago. <3