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Welcome to my profile, i love to play at the computer - making new friends or surfing the web, what i do in Gaia mostly rp as much as i can to create the ultimate avi because i don't feel overconfident for myself in rl. I wish to impress others with my personality rather then go outside and show it. As anything else i love to draw, i love reading my books in peace (when i can), and i have weird images in my head that i want to explain but cannot say them in complete words. In rl my life is not exactly what i wanted to be, i feel as though i am coward for not allowing myself to get the privilege to explore the world around me since the world is not functional. However I am really proud that i found great friends that wish to help me, others however wish me good luck.

Most of the times i feel depressed because somehow i feel like a free-loader - i ask to much of my friends at times and i don't seem to be returning the favor. In other days i wish that god would rid me away from this world to get away from the pain that i don't understand myself - i lock myself in my room and sleep in hope to deprieve it away but it doesn't help. I had dreams that no one would remember me at all - that i wasn't important because of what i am not doing - everyday i look at myself in the mirror and see someone else that i hate, dispise, redicule. My rl friends always say to look at the positive but i never do because of how i feel about them, they would probably never look back, their lives would change and they will mature - while i may perhaps be the same. I always admired them because i know their future will be great while mine is never whole. I love them too much. (perhaps that's why i am not connecting with them? Or not going along where they go because it will hurt to see them go?) I am not sure about it myself

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Child of Gevaudan
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Reena's Life

Young girl whose surrogated sister that was taken away from people unknown.


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Doctor Sir

Report | 12/27/2014 9:27 pm

Doctor Sir

crying
Doctor Sir

Report | 01/15/2013 2:54 pm

Doctor Sir

Wow, I've missed you.
Skeln Inaka

Report | 07/05/2011 3:54 pm

Skeln Inaka

Heh, thank you. Same goes for you then ^^
Skeln Inaka

Report | 06/26/2011 9:12 pm

Skeln Inaka

I just like to make others happy... Other than that, I'm not really too great of a friend. Thank you though
Skeln Inaka

Report | 06/26/2011 8:32 pm

Skeln Inaka

I was glad to. I like to give when I can ^^
Skeln Inaka

Report | 06/26/2011 4:43 pm

Skeln Inaka

Heh, wonder if you still remember me
Skeln Inaka

Report | 06/26/2011 4:42 pm

Skeln Inaka

Hey. Its been a long time since we last last talked. So, how have you been?
Matakor

Report | 06/09/2011 9:06 am

Matakor

Well hi thar! long time no talk. And thank you!
MooMooOnFire

Report | 06/08/2011 12:57 pm

MooMooOnFire

thank you smile
Anami Uleen Kagra

Report | 06/07/2011 10:39 am

Anami Uleen Kagra

Going to change my multimedia but to what i don't know can someone help me out?

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Its whether or not if you succeed in life, but whether are you going to do something about it. 3nodding