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Last Login: 02/09/2013 3:21 am

Registered: 04/11/2008

Gender: Female

Location: California

Birthday: 10/21

The Truth?

I found the blade today
I can't believe it,
The memories are coming back
The ones i tried so hard to supress

I thought i was strong enough;
I thought wrong
The blood flows, dripping onto the carpet

I found the blade today,
He laughed at me
He said he couldn't believe
that i thought i could get away.

I found the blade today.

What i'm wearing. it's blunt and to the point...

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You should feel scared, boy.
Why? You might be wondering. Well;
She's in her ( room )
With her phone turned o f f
and the door locked.
The radio's on turned up so loud,
that no one [ hears ] her screaming
the words » i hate you « over and over again.
She's in her [( s h o r t s h o r t s )] and
favorite hoodie, with her socks up to her knees.
She's jumping on her bed
x__________________dancing to that beat
inside her head__________________x
» Cause boy, your broke her heart »
And now she {( doesn't care )} what happens.
A n d w h i l e s h e j u m p s
» ¦ « on her bed » ¦ «
she's pretty pissed, 'cause guess what?
{( she's thinking about you )}
and how you treated her wrong
So boy, I'd be pretty damn scared
to go to school tomorrow.

I'm so Gangsta....okay so i'm not, get over it....

Tuesday, August 5, 2010.

Please pray for his family.

A 48-year-old Antioch motorcyclist was killed Tuesday night trying to avoid a multicar crash in Yolo County, the California Highway Patrol said.

Oscar Alfaro was southbound on Interstate 505 and approaching the Putah Creek Bridge north of Vacaville about 10:15 p.m. when he tried to slow down for a crash up ahead, said CHP Officer Phil Guidl. But Alfaro lost control and died after he was thrown off his motorcycle into the creek below.

The preceding crash was caused when 50-year-old Newark resident Thomas M. Roberts Jr. drifted his Ford Taurus into the center divider and overcorrected, losing control and striking the bridge guardrail, Guidl said. A Toyota Corolla and Lexus sedan then struck Roberts' vehicle.

Two of Roberts' passengers, including an infant, were seriously injured and airlifted to the hospital. Three other passengers suffered moderate to minor injuries. The driver and two passengers in the Corolla and the sole occupant of Lexus also suffered moderate to minor injuries.

Roberts, the Taurus driver who was not seriously injured, was arrested on suspicion of DUI.


I am a daughter, a sister, and an Aunt. I'm a student, a friend, and an actress.

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Clever Little Oddities With Never-ending Smiles

Perplex me once... shame on you. Baffle me twice...Dude, you suck.

"Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can see only as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way."
E.L. Doctorow



For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you what are you doing that is so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour long sob fest, and start singing and dancing when your favorite song comes on. Crazy is when you do or say some completely random thing, like," Do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or having a thumb-war with yourself. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings and tape them on your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you memorize the biographies and physical traits of every character in Twilight (or almost, at least). Crazy is when you write Emmett or Edward Cullen is hot on your homework instead of doing it. Crazy is when you giggle upon finding out that Edward has gone to the Volturi, because it was stupid for him to take second hand information. Crazy is when you wish your boyfriend's name was Jasper or Edward. Crazy is when you sit for hours on end talking about Edward with your friends. Crazy is when one of your friends come up to you and says "He is so completely gorgeous!" and you know exactly who their talking about because your brain is no longer set on English, but Twilight. Crazy is when all your friends are scared of you because you are so hyper. Crazy is where you have an imaginary boyfriend named 'Emmett'. Crazy is where you name the animaly in your school eco-system project Twilight characters and try to kill the snail named 'Jacob' with salt water and say that they girl died and we get their husbands for ourselves and have them join you in class all day long and help your imaginary boyfriend do his homework. Crazy is when you get your parents vodka, sneak it into the zoo, and get all the monkeys drunk because you were had nothing else to do ever since you got kicked out of the mall for having a lotion fight in the shoe store. Crazy is when you start an epic game of, not truth or dare, but dare or we'll take you into the bathroom of the opposite sex and give you a mega swirly, right in the middle of the local mall, and by the end you had 157 people participating, whilst it goes on for a good two and a half days before you finally get kicked out, and the guard who let you make out with him gets arrested. Crazy is when you date a random guy that you met on the internet, and he just so happens to live six states away. Crazy is when you get so drunk you start checking out you own brother(gag).Crazy is when you steal your sisters car and then crash it into a car, a PARKED car. Crazy is when you sneak a bottle of Bacardi into a movie theatre with you, and then the security guard catches you and you volunteer your friend to strip for him if he promises not to call your parents. If you are crazy, copy this onto your profile and add something crazy you've done to the list.

Just something completely random

When you break​ her heart​ - [ the pain NEVER​ reall​y goes away ]
When she misse​s you - [ she'​​s hurti​ng insid​e ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL​ wants​ you to be hers ]
When she walks​ away from you mad - [ Follo​w her ]
When she stare​'​​s at your mouth​ - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushe​s you or hit'​​s you - [ Grab her and don’t​ let go ]
When she start​'​​s cursi​ng at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignor​e'​​s you - [ Give her your atten​tion ]​
When she pulls​ away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst​ - [ Tell her she'​​s beaut​iful ]
When you see her start​ cryin​g - [​ Just hold her and don’t​ say a word ]
When you see her walki​ng - [ Sneak​ up and hug her waist​ from behin​d ]
When she'​​s scare​d - [ Prote​ct her ]
When she lay'​​s her head on your shoul​der - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal​'​​s your favor​ite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep​ with it for a night​ ​]​
When she tease​'​​s you - [ Tease​ her back and make her laugh​ ]
When she doesn​’t answe​r for a long time - [ reass​ure her that every​thing​ is okay ]
When she looks​ at you with doubt​ - [ Back yours​elf up with the TRUTH​ ]​
When she say'​​s that she love'​​s you - [ she reall​y does more than you could​ under​stand​ ]
When she grab'​​s at your hands​ - [ Hold her'​​s and play with her finge​rs ]
When she bump'​​s into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh​ ]
When she tells​ you a secre​t - [ keep it safe and untol​d ]
When she looks​ at you in your eyes - [ don’t​ look away until​ she does ]
- Stay on the phone​ with her even if she’s​ not sayin​g anyth​ing
-​​DON'​​T let her have the last word
-​​DON'​​T call her hot, But Gorge​ous or beaut​iful is soo much bette​r
- Say you love her more than she could​ ever love you [​​even you both agree​d that it was "​​equal​"​​ love
- Argue​ that she is the best girl ever
- When she'​​s mad hug her tight​ and don'​​t let go
- When she says she'​​s ok don’t​ belie​ve it, talk with her
- becau​se 10 yrs later​ she'​​ll remem​ber you
- Call her at 12:​​00am on her birth​day to tell her you love her
- Call her befor​e you sleep​ and after​ you wake up
- Treat​ her like she'​​s all that matte​rs to you
- Tease​ her and let her tease​ you back
-​​Stay up all night​ with her when she'​​s sick
- Watch​ her favor​ite movie​ with her or her favor​ite show even if you think​ its stupi​d
- Give her the world​
- Let her wear your cloth​es
- When she'​​s bored​ and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she'​​s impor​tant
- Kiss her in the pouri​ng rain
- When she runs up at you cryin​g,​​ the first​ thing​ you say is;
"​​Who'​​s a** am I kicki​ng today​ {Insert girls name here(girls don't want to be called babe or baby. It just proves you don't care enough to remember her name)}?​​"​​

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saraiaramon Report | 07/17/2011 8:20 pm
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cool avi
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hey wat up
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sturtyt
Golly I hate to see a comment similar to the last one one! Hiya anyway
sturtyt Report | 03/03/2009 5:53 pm
sturtyt
Hiya! making the rounds and saying a "hiya how ya doin" to my good friends
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can u plz donate 1k
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sturtyt
Happy New year! Hope this one is fabulous
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can u plz donate 1k plz i really need it
II cOOKi3 II Report | 12/06/2008 6:22 pm
II cOOKi3 II
all koool
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Would you murder a baby?

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

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I want my brother back

I miss my brother. Kevin, not 'Chuck' as those stupid assholes call him. I miss my brother that used to comfort me when I cried. I miss my brother that used to let me hang out with him and his friends no matter how annoying i got. What happened to the brother i knew when we were little? I want my brother back... crying
 

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